Sounds like you are ready to ruin your life with a long term relationship....Enjoy...She'll be back from vacation this Wed.
I am nervous. Not nervous if she says no...
...but if she says yes.
I wonder if this is how those tiny male spiders feel when attempting to appease a larger, female mate? I'm a big mesomorph. She's petite and just nice and sweet. It's really silly how I feel nervous about just asking her out for coffee. I want to meet a lady who's looking for love, not lust. I'm not the kind of guy who just looks to bang women and 'score points.' Some of the guys I work with have said they thought I was a guy like that, because of how I look, and one of them still thinks I'm lying when I tell him I'm waiting until marriage.
I've never been in love before. I don't know if I am in love. I do know I enjoy her company, and I know she definitely knows that. I need to stop over-thinking things so much: trying not to get ahead of myself. Just ask her out for coffee, and see how it goes, and make sure you have fun if she says yes.