That’s on you. If you want to live your own life and be happy that’s on you. The noble thing to do is be miserable.
Enlighten us............why is the "noble" thing to be miserable? I thought that was a liberal thingy........I have yet to encounter a well adjusted happy liberal......they are always crying about something like someone has just urinated in their soup. Have you ever encountered a liberal that did not blame his/her life's problem on someone other than the personal free will decisions they have made for themselves.........such as God?
God has never promised to give us what we want..........but He will provide a path to grant us the things WE NEED.
God killed by parents with cancer (even though your parents brought the disease upon themselves, having exposed themselves to caustic pathagens that gestates cancer........by free will decisions).......yada, yada, yada. God destroyed my home and personal life with a terrible, storm, flood, forest fire, land slide...etc.., (but it was you that decided to move into harms path, into an area with a history of such natural activities...........the only thing that can save your soul is the grace provided by our advocate that stands between our sin and the Father........Christ Jesus. In the meanwhile you are exposed to the same elements as every other soul on earth.....to live and to die as nature and chance control. Control is but an illusion.
Praying for the sick...etc., Indeed, pray that God will allow you to find the most competent Physicans available and guide his/her professional hands to help heal you.........don't pray for a special miracle, the age of miracles is over, you are not special, your prayers don't make you Special.......you are equal to every other Christian, all are priests that exist within a royal priesthood, yet all are guilty of sin and you lie to yourself if you claim you do not sin..........
Strange is it not..........human's have a history of making piss poor life decisions that result in someone being poor, out of work, sick......or injured in an accident, while attempting to blame God (or some political party) for His lack of compassion.......when He has revealed that He (God) has no respect of person (Romans 2:11), the rain falls on the just and the unjust, the saint and the sinner and no one in this reality is offered anything special or extra as all things natural/physical are created with an expiration date, "best if used by......." Salvation is for the soul/spirit, not the flesh.......the Christian Sabbath comes after the race called life is over, he that endures to the end finds salvation (Matthew 24:13-15) In the meanwhile All MEN are treated with equality and walk on this path called life via the free will decisions they make.
You want to talk to God and bitch, complain about living in misery? There is only one method to communicate with God, Open the Book that Jesus inspired (the N.T.) to print as God is no longer in direct communication with any single nation that He has husbanded such as He did with biblical Israel.
"God, after He spoke long ago to the fathers (ancestors) in the prophets in many portions and many ways, in these last days spoken to us through His Son (Chirst Jesus)........whom He appointed hier to all things, through whom He also made the worlds......" -- Hebrews 1:1-2