iamwhatiseem
Diamond Member
i wanna hang myself. my life is pure dogshit
I can only imagine if I could text my father.
What would I say?
If I had a chance to say something to my Dad a year and three months after he died...just "I love you Dad"...no. That would not suffice, I would rather tell him something he doesn't know. Like....telling him he was a good Dad. I don't think I ever really did that. How many of us do?
Tell him that myself and my two brothers wanted to go on a last trip and rent a cabin for a long weekend again with him when we found out his cancer came back, and in his brain. We knew you were toast Dad. We started to plan it, and life gets in the fucking way. It always fucking does. We waited a month, you know we didn't know it was going to move so fast...but still why did we wait at all!! And how much we regret not having that one last weekend.
Talked to your fucking Mom fbj. Be glad she texts you. Be very glad ever fucking time.
The day will come sooner than you know. When you will never get that text again. And you will so want to say something to her.