KnobbyWalsh
WTF?
Assuming you were on the floor how dis you internalize some of the things you saw? I would think being a normal citizen and then being subjected to that atmosphere would cause you some issues.
I don't know how to answer that, Pops. It's kind of a natural progression, I guess. I mean, I worked 10 years as an assistant director/teacher at a county juvenile lock up, worked about 9 years in a suspension-alternative school, so I guess I was "raised" career-wise for the logical move to adult prison to work. I can't say it has NOT changed me, but I'm pretty lucky I don't have the toxic attitude of many of my co-workers. Matter of fact, funny but true, one of my students asked me that very same thing last week. I've ALWAYS had a foul mouth, something I'm not proud of, and working in a prison sure hasn't helped that! I guess it IS amazing how some people are impacted to varying degrees - some commit suicide, turn to booze and drugs or whatever. I guess I just swear like a motherfucker! haha I mean, the ONLY time I have EVER brought work home with me in all these years is when a co-worker has fucked with me.
I think growing up "on the wrong side of the tracks" and having friends who were in biker gangs and in various levels of "trouble" helps me and helped me relate to the kids/adults better. Those guys in my class cannot believe I wasn't born with a silver spoon up my ass. Obviously, many of them have had it a lot rougher than I could imagine, but I come from absolutely zero like most people do.
I guess I'm really lucky in that respect.