Songs 'bout luv & loss

[JBeukema]

There was a time when things were so right
Now it seems that everything is wrong
And how I'd love to change it in one night
But down inside I know that love is wrong
The pain I felt, has hurt more than my heart
The things you've done, I just can't forgive
I was young, you took me from the start
But now I've grown and I just wanna leave

Chorus:
Give me back my heart
'Cause you don't really love me
Let me be alone
'Cause I know you don't care
Please don't try to say
That I don't understand you
I know what is mine
And I don't care to share
Repeat (1x)

You must have thought that I was young and blind
I was young, but I could plainly see
I never thought, a broken heart I'd find
But when I did, the heart belonged to me
The way I feel, I know would never end
How many times has this gone on before
You told me once, you'd always be my friend
And now I know whats fair in love and war

Chorus (2x)

And I don't care to share
Oh no, no, I don't care to share
Give me back my heart
Because that heart belongs to me
I know you don't care
No, you never cared
Give me back my heart
Give me back my heart

I know it hurts to have to say goodbye
To survive is something I must do
My broken heart, you left it here to die
I hope in time the pain will come to you
The love I had, I had for only one
But, you in turn, loved many more than me
I can't believe the things that you have done
And now my love its time to set me free

Chorus (3x)

Give me back my heart

 

[JBeukema]

Looking through the moonlight baby, and what do I see
Reflections of the times we had, and how it used to be
Two lovers that were looked as one as one looked to be loved
A romance that would take it's cause as has got me from above
But carried like the moonlight, gave it all to you
Expecting in return a love so new and true
You cheated and lied your way right from the start
So don't expect the place to be right in my heart

Chorus:
Thief of hearts, you said you'd never let me go
You broke my heart, you promised me you'd never leave me from the start
And all the dreams I had for you went much too far
Your a thief of hearts

Remembering the moments we had, how could they slip away
You promised me a love so true, it had to end this way
I can't imagine you'd be so cruel to play me like a game
It seems the love I thought we had could never be the same
But oh, oh how I loved you so
With words I tried to let you know
Now its time for me to make a brand new start
The scars left behind are hurting in my heart

Chorus (4x)

 

[Phoenix]

 

[Phoenix]

 

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[Phoenix]

 

[JBeukema]

You, you sadistic piece of shit
You with your tongue right through your cheek

You make me sick
Make me want to rip my heart out of my ribs
Make me want to cut your name into my skin
So I can bleed you out, so I can bleed you out

Never understand the words you’re saying
You never comprehend this game you’re playing
Am I talking to myself

You make me sick
Make me want to rip my heart out of my ribs
Make me want to cut your name into my skin
So I can bleed you out, so I can bleed you out

You, you sadistic piece of shit
You with your tongue right through your cheek

You make me sick
Make me want to rip my heart out of my ribs
Make me want to cut your name into my skin
So I can bleed you out, so I can bleed you out
So that I can bleed you out
So that I can bleed you out

 

[Phoenix]

Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand beside you now
Whered you come from? where am I going?
Whyd you leave me till Im only good for...
Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels of the silences that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep, every time I dream
did you come? would you lie?
Whyd you leave us till were only good for...
Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

I dream of michelangelo when Im lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head and read me like an open book
Suck my blood break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
Ill only stand here

Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

Im gone

 

[JBeukema]

I feel guilty
My words are empty
No signs to give you
Don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
And you've said i seem so dead
That I have changed, but so have you

Guilty....
Wohooooo
Guilty I feel so empty...
Yeaaaaaah
Empty...
You know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
Didn't mean to hurt you
I would have only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
Don't you leave say goodbye
Cause you have changed but so have I

Guilty....
Wohooooo
Guilty I feel so empty...
Yeaaaaaah
Empty...
You know how to make me feel

I never thought that the time and the distance between us made you so much colder
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

Guilty....
Wohooooo
Empty....
Yeaaaaaah
Guilty...
Guilty..
Wohooooo
Empty....
Yeaaaaaah

Guilty...
Wohooooo
Guilty I feel so empty...
Yeaaaaaah
Empty...
You know how to make me feel

Guilty...
Wohooooo
Empty
Yeaaaaaah
You know how to make me feel

Guilty...
Wohooooo
So guilty...

Empty
Wohooooo
So empty...
You know how to make me feel

 

[Phoenix]

 

[Phoenix]

 

[JBeukema]

In thies godforsaken motel
I've been talkin' to the walls
But they do not seem to listen
'Cause they've heard it all before

I never dreamed about it
I never thought about it

[CHORUS:]
I don't want to hurt you
But I always seem to
Why can't our love continue?
I don't want to hurt you

I told the bellboy I was sorry
But he didn't say a word
I gave the bartender the story
He said: "Gee, she must be hurt"

[CHORUS]

 

[Phoenix]

Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

 

[JBeukema]

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother

'cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?

'cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

'cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it

Well, I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

 

[Phoenix]

 

[JBeukema]

 

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[JBeukema]

 

[Phoenix]

 

[Phoenix]