Well here's another.All you say is simply opinion and a really bad one at that.
That you "believe" a fairy tale character is why all people die physical death is proof that you are dead. So dead that you do not notice that every form of life that ever existed on this planet dies.
Its a natural part of life. Whats unnatural is your beliefs that are contradicted by reality every day.
If you can't enjoy life without lugging around imaginary guilt every day, you might as well be dead