"Shirley" you have a middling familiarity with the bibles and the behavior of the christian gawds? Those behaviors are hardly disciplines or examples for self-improvement.It is NOT a religion, and if you keep saying it is, I'm going to start my own tax exempt church, and start pounding on your door at dinner time.
Seriously, it sounds ridiculous when you say it.
Religion involves both doctrine and practice.
Surely you have ethics which are not derived from logical machine language.
Surely you have practices, exercises and disciplines for self-improvement.
Using various gawds as a model for value systems regarding morality seems a bit skewed to me. If you told me that you have “felt” the presence of the gods and their moral compass, well, that’s fine but to me, that has relatively little impact… unless of course you knew for certain that another of those “god of love” humanity wiping floods or virgin slaughters, or one of those long nights accompanied with the sacrificial lamb’s blood being painted on the door thingys was to be visited upon us. If that’s about to happen… umm… call me, (it didn’t work out so well for the lambs).