Andylusion
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I wish I could simply "turn off" my rational mind. Imagine how much easier life is for those who can, so easily, simply ignore all of the rational, logical flaws inherent in their faith. Life would be so much easier if I could just ignore that I know what I know, and pretend that there is a "happily ever after" that no one has ever confirmed.
I agree with most of that. Life is hopeless without faith. Life has no meaning without faith. It must take some amount of guts to realize your entire existence has no purpose or value, and still keep living. You are nothing more than an accident. You will be remembered as nothing more than a dash between two dates on a bit of carved stone, that soon enough no one will visit or care about.
I've walked through the graveyards. I've seen the stones, without flowers, without trimming. Someday our names will be on a stone, or urn, or whatever it is your flesh will lay by.
When you have the stone made, it will likely have two dates, and those two dates will represent everything you have done in your whole life. 15 December 1950 - 21 February 2004. That dash, that simple flat straight mark (-) ... that will be everything there is to know that you did in your entire life.
For you to accept that this single mark is all that will be left as a summary of your entire existence.... and you bother to keep living, knowing that even the effort to suck in the air, is a futile waste of time, caused by a cosmic accident, that has no more care for you than the microbes living on your skin.......
I'll admit it. That takes courage. Courage to be a waste, live a waste, and die a waste. I wouldn't live that life.
If I truly believed the same as you, that there was no purpose, no G-d, and that faith was actually an irrational, illogical, myth.... I would go to the nearest gun shop, and place a revolver to my head, and end it now. Why bother? Nothing matters. Life doesn't matter. Death doesn't matter. Nothing I do will accomplish anything, and nothing will be remembered. Life in that world view has no more value than breeding a 8 billion cockroaches, and then gassing them all.
But if there is faith. If there is a purpose. If love does matter in something beyond this short life. If there is a G-d that rewards the faithful, and gives blessings in this life, and beyond the grave.
If it is logical, and rational, to believe that the evidence shows there is meaning between a man and a wife, and parents and their children, that isn't just a cosmic accident, and that choices made here, will have eternal value....
Then.... I can safely say that it is all worth it in the end.
I have to thank G-d in heaven, that I am weak enough to live in the joy of being a Christian. I would never have the strength to live in the misery and hopelessness of being an atheist.