............................,not subservant to some master who frees them.................
You've just forsaken your god, in your frustration and your rush to legitimize your hate for others.
Yes, you must always be subservient to your God, your master! And you're tempting great harm on yourself by wishing illness and death on others.
I as an atheist am free from having to serve a master and so I could wish illness and death on anybody I please with no danger in doing so. But I as an atheist have chosen not to do so.