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When I became aware of this common social structure at my school, I also started to examine myself and compare myself to these cool kids.
I realized, with some horror, that I wasnt cool at all. I had a dorky hairstyle, I wore plain and uncool clothing, and I was shy and unpopular. On top of this was the feeling that I was different because I am of mixed race. I am half White, half Asian, and this made me different from the normal fully-white kids that I was trying to fit in with.
I envied the cool kids, and I wanted to be one of them. I had to make every effort to rectify this. I had to adapt. My first act was to ask my parents to allow me to bleach my hair blonde. I always envied and admired blonde-haired people, they always seemed so much more beautiful.
Dyed His Hair Blonde at Age of Eight
Elliot Rodger?s Race-Hatred against White People: Killer?s Manifesto Mentions Hatred of ?Blondes? 62 Times and Describes White People as ?Enemies? | The New Observer
I realized, with some horror, that I wasnt cool at all. I had a dorky hairstyle, I wore plain and uncool clothing, and I was shy and unpopular. On top of this was the feeling that I was different because I am of mixed race. I am half White, half Asian, and this made me different from the normal fully-white kids that I was trying to fit in with.
I envied the cool kids, and I wanted to be one of them. I had to make every effort to rectify this. I had to adapt. My first act was to ask my parents to allow me to bleach my hair blonde. I always envied and admired blonde-haired people, they always seemed so much more beautiful.
Dyed His Hair Blonde at Age of Eight
Elliot Rodger?s Race-Hatred against White People: Killer?s Manifesto Mentions Hatred of ?Blondes? 62 Times and Describes White People as ?Enemies? | The New Observer