To suggest you apprehend some reality of a supernatural entity that you inherited from your familial, cultural background is your subjective opinion. Sans a defendable "General Theory of Supernatural Gods" and sans some testable demonstration of your theory, you're just another voice in the ''my gods are the real gods'', chorus.There are many valid reasons for choosing not to believe in religion. Learning, knowledge, maturity, among them. I have to note that overwhelmingly, believers don’t make considered choices about their religious belief. Their belief is merely an acceptance of the cultural, societal and familial gods of convenience. Let's be honest. Religions don’t coerce their adherents via promises of free thinking and individualistic expression, they use fear. I have no reason to believe I’m going to hell for not obeying a religious doctrine. The concept only derives from various religious texts and tales and fables. These tales are derived to invoke fear. Fear is a powerful motivational tool. What better way for an elite ruling class to coerce conformance from the toiling masses than to threaten them with such things as burning flesh, eternal damnation and eternal pain.
I wasn't talking about believing in religion, whatever that means, but apprehending the reality of God's existence. There really is no valid reason to believe that God doesn't exist. There is no valid explanation for anything at all sans God's existence.
As we see with regularity, interpretation of these ancient tales and fables is sans objective reasoning and open to the whims of the interpreter.