Dragonlady
Designing Woman
Hope you're all better now, Dragonlady. I always sit down and crochet a challenging lace design or a potholder for a friend. Giving your time to someone you like is an excellent chill device. Hang in there. You will be beating back at stress when you find an activity you like. I had not crocheted much for several years, so at first my work looked like a distracted child did it. Then it got better when I started increasing the complexity of stitches using a 300-stitch design book called Harmony-something. It took a lot of tearing back errors but that makes you more careful about counting. In the long run a few mistakes are okay on a dishrag. Like who cares!I'm headed to the local hospital this afternoon for a stress test, and tomorrow I'll get a lecture from my cardiologist tomorrow. I had a stress attack so bad last week Wednesday, that I thought I was having a heart attack. I spent the afternoon at the hospital wired up to multiple monitors. My doctor immediately referred me to the cardiologist and here we are.
The last time this happened (4 years ago), I got a lecture that I am not 50 any more or even 60. I have to learn to say "No". I doubt this one will be any less of a lecture.
So much for the idea that you have to wait forever to see a specialist in Canada.![]()
I can’t crochet any more. The cotton is too fine and my hands ached for three days the last time I made Christmas doilies for one of the local shops.
Knitting and hand sewing are OK for now. I have lots of activities I find relaxing and fun and my friends are already plotting sneaking across the border to Buffalo for a Jay’s game.
My stress attacks relate to a close family members/friends, both of whom are going through a difficult time, making very bad decisions, and blaming others for the resulting chaos.
I really am too old for this shit. And I know that.
My cardiologist is a sweetie. He knows I’m good about doctors’ orders. And all my numbers are good - heart rate, blood pressure, and function. Just stop letting people make unrealistic demands.