You really hate yourself for being a straight white American male, don't you?
How about punching yourself in the face until you pass out? That might make you forget what you are.
I'm serious.
The Democrat party is the party of straight white men who don't take shit from women or darkies or other minorities. Object or worse try to leave and you find out Democrats still very much believe in slavery. If you're black be prepared to be called "Uncle Tom" and a white supremist on your way out