ptbw forever
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I am just trying to tell people that I am not a “keyboard warrior” and I am perfectly capable of doing everything I say I will do and much worse.It’s just a part of me that I have to accept. Even as a 3 year old I had already taken a glass container full of M&Ms that my brother and I were fighting over and smashed it into my little brother’s face(luckily it didn’t shatter and permanently disfigure him), and I have a Christmas photo of me and him at age 3 and 1 respectively where his face is cut up and bruised to prove it. By age 5 I was using my brother’s head as a ramp for my Big Wheel and split his head open. By age 10 I was playing croquet and my brother got mad and picked up a mallet to threaten to hit me with, so I picked up the biggest tree branch I could find and knocked him out cold, as well as broke his nose bridge(and his face is still disfigured today).View attachment 257256Being “fearless” and knowing there is literally nothing to lose and sacrificing your humanity to annihilate your enemy are two very different things.My mind has never been as sharp as it is now.
Once I lose my mind my endless rage and sorrow will be unleashed and there won’t be a force of nature strong enough to stop me.
Yes. There are several "forces of nature" that stops the rage and sorrow of all.
Even those like you who actually believe yourselves to be omnipotent.
Get angry. Become enraged and be as sorrowful as the depths of your own despair will allow you to become.
One day, your end of days will come. And there is nothing thst you can do to prevent it....and you have no idea when it will be.
Another that will stop you is time. Even the abnormal fringes on the outskirts of society mellow over time.
I grew up.in an environment of revolutionaries who were fearless. Their heroes were Che Guevara and members of the SLA.
The ones who were left over to survive discovered in later years that their instinct to live superceded their instinct for an all out war of attrition.
You do not have the psychological demeanor nor the physical tools to win a war on your own, or even with some reinforcements, except in your imagination.
You would be stomped out of existence in the first round.
My enemies are not used to people like me. They are used to desperate Christian men and women just trying to re-establish order, soft and pathetic former liberals who might have a few guns lying around. They are not used to people who are truly seeking to eliminate them. They are not used to people who can speak of cold blooded murder and torture as just something they will do but yet still have a darker side that rivals Michael Myers.
I have nearly killed my brother numerous times with a smile on my face. I have also killed several animals, including my teacher’s pet gerbil in kindergarten by crushing it death(and it is still buried right next to the school to this day). I have suppressed that part of me for a very long time now, but once I let it loose, people who side with the left will die in droves.
Thankfully it isn’t just me though, I think this sort of psychopath-like gene runs in the family because both my brother and youngest sister have tried to kill me and my oldest sister a few times.
Well I would be more careful about what I say online if I were you, my friend.