I'll be in the exact same place as I am now, believing that the universe popping into existence being hardwired to produce intelligence isn't an accident. And given the tenor and tone of your OP I doubt you would hope I wouldn't be too dismayed over anything. I think you would quite enjoy it. As to you believing you are the final arbiter of reality, you aren't, and will likely never be given your level of pride and vanity. To see reality one must die to self which you don't seem inclined to do anytime soon.Well believe as you will, but forgive me for worrying where you'll be when baryogenesis is solved. Clearly you're a smart man - I know many smart men, and it's their curse to have to choose between deeply facing reality and deeply spurning it. When that extra matter turns out to be a quirk of math, I hope you'll not be too dismayed by it.