Zone1 I am stepping away from Judaism

[rylah]

I have been posting here but rarely. I even walked away for a while. Recent events have made me understand my culture and faith on a higher level. I am a Jew, a son of parents whose parents fought the Nazis in the old Soviet Union. I lost a vast amount of my ancestors to WW2 and the Holocaust. There are very few of us left in the world. The vitriol against Jews remains high. With my kids ready for college, I cannot have them be under fire because of the hatred. We saw on our college campuses how most colleges took the side of protesters and even told Jewish students to study remotely. They cancelled graduations. They appeased those who would call for the end of Israel and for blatant antisemitism.

What unified both the far left and far right is their hatred of Jews. I get it form the Left. They see Jews as wealthy oppressors and white. That to them means evil. I see it from the Nazi alt right too. They want Hitler to finish what he started. What was troubling is that the moderates began to hate too.

Why?

Then it came to me. We bring this upon ourselves. People like Adam Schiff, Jerry Nadler, Chuck Schumer, Jeffrey Katzenberg, Alejandro Mayorkas (yes he is a Jew), etc.

Let’s take Schiff for example. He bashed Hur for calling Biden a senile old man only to now ask Biden to step down because, well he is a senile old man. Why? Their lies were exposed. Schiff always knew this but lied to the American people. This feeds into the hateful narrative that Jews are deceitful.

Many, hell most Jews still vote Democrat despite the party overtly telling us they don’t want our vote just our money.

The faith is no longer with me. I ll pretend while my parents are still here. But once they are gone, so goes my faith and allegiance to Judaism. Same for my kids.

We are all walking away.

I share this here because despite all the hate this site has, it also has honesty and I respect that.

Writing this will likely result in some posts slamming me. And that’s fine. Actually therapeutic. In the end while I despise low life antisemites, I have to admit that I despise Democrat Jews equally.

Its time to leave the faith.

Thank you for reading.

It's such a Jewish thing to do, no other people constantly question,
and revise their identity with such absolute fervor.
What are You going to do, pitch a tent
outside the camp, again?

Rabbi Mosheh, let us remember the prince in Egypt,
who chose the Leftist 'oppressor/oppressed' logic after
his own identity crisis, and seeing the Egyptian hit Dreyfus.

Then after common rejection by an enslaved people,
turning the same Leftist logic against him - disappeared,
wandering the desert to find alternatives, which there're none.

And now, Rabbi Mosheh, it remains a mystery whether knowingly or not,
following the same archetype, only You're already in the land applying
the Israeli Right logic, to excuse a typical Leftist reaction...

So what do You want from the people now, if You don't see
the reasoning behind such a position even having place?

Maybe the generation dwelling in the land, physically,
and mentally, as it may appear on the surface or not,
are already at Your personal level collectively?

So to solve that identity crisis it's You
who foremost needs his people's help,
because HaShem takes care of all Israel.

Yet the most humble man to represent them,
remains but an individual, and there aren't
another 40 years for You to wander in the
desert around a burning bush - alone,
neither are the people in the desert.

So I don't know if You do it knowingly,
or if Azog is even conscious of that,
but it's nothing new, only You're
already in the land - with Your
people doing outstandingly.