What the hell are you talking about? Time and space are eternal. Energy flows, things die, the energy goes back out into the planet and eventually that energy will get released back into the Cosmos when our solar system dies out. Eventually our universe will die when new stars stop forming. Eventually they'll be no light in our universe. You, earth, all the other stars and planets and moons and comets and meteors will come together to start another big bang.there is an Everlasting, the genome of life exists before a person is born to bring them to life - through Antiquity to the 1st century the path forward was being addressed, that no longer is the case.
from Antiquity the ticket was to accomplish the Triumph of Good vs Evil to receive an invitation and possible employment.
Your energy maybe has been eternal to some degree but do you remember before you were born? That's what it'll be like after you die.
Did you suffer much before you were conceived?