JGalt
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She did not specifically state that she was molested at the Woolzacks house, but on that same page she states "Was I molested. I think so – I can't remember specifics but I do remember trauma."
She also states "showers w/ my dad (probably not appropriate)." That obviously means that Joe Biden repeatedly showered naked with his underage daughter, which is just plain perverted. Nobody ever showers with their clothes on.
"1/30/19 So thankful that January is almost over – ce la vie![sic] 1•27•19 is my date + goddamn it it better be my last. I've had one of my hardest days – my sex drive is out of fucking control. Like literally, I am in heat. I told Kevin the truth about how I was feeling – felt exposed + vulnerable so didn't go to dinner. Needed a break from seeing him. We are supposed to have a therapy session on Monday and I am still unsure of it all. There is a piece of me that wishes I didn't have to do it. But maybe it would be healing and then again maybe it would open up more wounds that will take me longer to adjust + get over with. I am going to give it a few days + see how I feel. I erased his number from my phone – so can't contact him unless he is to contact me which he won't. I think I need to have sex in order to feel good about not having sex + to get it over with. Neil's friend is a sex addict which might work out well. I know it's not the healthies[sic] way to deal with things but @ least it's better than drugs. I am focused on myself + my needs + sex seems – @ least at this moment to be one of them. I don't know if I even need to kiss a guy – just come over + fuck me – sober. I think I'm going to go to the AA meeting tomorrow night. And maybe he will be there? Maybe not. But I have always been boy crazy. I remember pulling up my skirt in 2nd grade and showing the boys my underpants. Hyper-sexualized @ a young age. What is this due to? Was I molested. I think so – I can't remember specifics but I do remember trauma – I remember not liking the Woolzacks house; I remember somewhat being sexualized with Caroline; I remember having sex with friends @ a young age; showers w/ my dad (probably not appropriate); Being turned on when I wasn't suppose[sic] to be. I remember the Q-tips – I hated getting my ears clean; beating my vagina due to overhearing parents having sex; what made me so attached? – My mother not emotionally available – – My father was – message – I could get love from men. – “I'm not your mother” – Blanket being taken away – Not letting myself go to bathroom – Being wiped until too late in the game – – I could list all the reasons – But I can't seem to find the solution"
https://bidendiary.com/ Pages 24-25
