Damn, who did this to you?If you want to appeal to the death toll argument, you're not in a very good position. You have no moral high ground upon which to stand and point your crooked, feculent finger at communists, due to the hundreds of millions of people who have died as a result of capitalist colonialism and imperialism.
Socialism will replace capitalism by necessity due to advanced automation technology and artificial intelligence. You can resist but that won't help it's going to happen, no matter what you do. It's called evolution and progress.