I'm not sure if we disagree or not that Judiasm started as a polytheistic (actually a monolatrian) religion. This from Wikipedia sounds right to me:Yes, how else would you suggest they tell the account of the transition from polytheism to monotheism?
During the Iron Age I, the Israelite religion became distinct from the Canaanite polytheism out of which it evolved. This process began with the development of Yahwism, the monolatristic worship of Yahweh, one of the Canaanite gods, that gave acknowledgment to the existence of the other Canaanite gods, but suppressed their worship. Later, this monolatristic belief cemented into a strict monotheistic belief and worship of Yahweh alone, with the rejection of the existence of all other gods, whether Canaanite or foreign.
Spare me the pseudo-psychoanalysis. You don't know me so don't presume you do, especially since you are not even close.Of course the gods before you would be your worshiping created things instead of the creator. Which you are free to do but will never be satisfied by because you were made for more. In fact, that's the reason you are here. You aren't satisfied. You just haven't figured it out yet. That's why you have no peace.