EverCurious
Gold Member
I'm no lost sheep, I'm agnostic. I just don't believe in the book of arrogant wolves. The true power of God stretches far further than the blue confines of this Earth.
If I were a star then I would be a part of you all, so to the warmth of God touches all things. Existence is true glory of His work. We are but a quiet expression of His love for life.
But He is trying to speak to you.
Do you want to understand what He is trying to tell you?
You can; it is up to you.
Your book says I'm a sinner Sir. That God would turn his back on me simply because I desire both halves of His creation. I say your book is wrong because I most certainly feel the love for all of His designs. If I am destined for Hell for ceding to my celebrations of such wondrous beauty, so be it. I'll face Hell as many times as needed to find a scant moments of peace in the universe - my heaven is a rainbow in my mind. Had God not wished me to be as I am, then I would not be, and if I am a creature of the devil sent to corrupt His sheep... then I've done quite well so far. Also means God was a fool to let my [ex]husband set me free from the cage of virtuous behavior I was in; perhaps He'll learn His lesson when I devour my next 'victim.'