Then you, kaz, are a misdefined small government conservative.
You are no more a libertarian than JoeB.
For example...
What you posted above. Explain how it is not small government conservative. Your affirmation is that your libertarian, your postings show you are not. You are confused.
I'm just trying to figure out what you think a libertarian is. So far, you make no sense at all. You look at vanilla libertarian views and say they aren't libertarian. So what do you think a libertarian is? Or, how am I not one? Either would answer the question.