Only you can answer that. Don't you know? Tell me what you have done and we can go from there. Fair enough?You said it's what i haven't done? So what's that?Only you can answer that one. But you'd have to be honest first.What have I done that I'm not open to a god contacting me? Anything?It has to do with what you say you do not matching with what you actually have done.WTF does that have to do with god contacting me? Are you lost?Children do as they parents do and not as they say because they know that what their parents do is what they really believe.