steelart
Rookie
I have to confess, I'm totally befuddled. It sounds like what you're saying is "I don't really believe this shit, but I'm scared that i might wake up before my god after I die and have to say, "Oh man, in college they said all this stuff was a crock!" Cowboy up! If you are a true believer, you should remember the admonishions of the O.T. You kill all the infidels, men, women and children. There are even instructions to "dash out the brains of the infants on the city walls". Don't go pussy on me man! If you're gonna be a christian, get out there, in the finest tradition of the church, and kick some heathen ass!