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Afternoon everyone.
Mum and dad have gone for a few days to stay with nana, so I get a quiet house for a couple of days. After some verbal abuse this morning - just mocking me for actually going to the gym to keep fit - they left about half an hour ago.
I understand that mum is stressed but she doesn't need to take it out on me. I hate it when people take their anger out on others. She doesn't know that I am depressed again, its hard to deal with that when you can't get away from the mocking.
Last night she was angry because no one had gone to see nana in the hostel. Nana is depressed because she has no visitors. A depressed person shouldn't be allowing more depression into their lives which is why I haven't gone up to see her. I can't deal with that right now. Anyway, mum was saying how she would hate it if no one came to visit her, that we probably wouldn't and she would prefer a needle in her arm to kill herself than to sit around waiting for a phone call. Its just emotional blackmail, is all. But it works, let me tell you.
Oh well. At least I have my health (physical, anyway) and my friends. And karate. The highlight of my life.
Afternoon everyone.
Mum and dad have gone for a few days to stay with nana, so I get a quiet house for a couple of days. After some verbal abuse this morning - just mocking me for actually going to the gym to keep fit - they left about half an hour ago.
I understand that mum is stressed but she doesn't need to take it out on me. I hate it when people take their anger out on others. She doesn't know that I am depressed again, its hard to deal with that when you can't get away from the mocking.
Last night she was angry because no one had gone to see nana in the hostel. Nana is depressed because she has no visitors. A depressed person shouldn't be allowing more depression into their lives which is why I haven't gone up to see her. I can't deal with that right now. Anyway, mum was saying how she would hate it if no one came to visit her, that we probably wouldn't and she would prefer a needle in her arm to kill herself than to sit around waiting for a phone call. Its just emotional blackmail, is all. But it works, let me tell you.
Oh well. At least I have my health (physical, anyway) and my friends. And karate. The highlight of my life.
Do you have any escapes besides karate? Reading, shows, crafts, socializing?
Afternoon everyone.
Mum and dad have gone for a few days to stay with nana, so I get a quiet house for a couple of days. After some verbal abuse this morning - just mocking me for actually going to the gym to keep fit - they left about half an hour ago.
I understand that mum is stressed but she doesn't need to take it out on me. I hate it when people take their anger out on others. She doesn't know that I am depressed again, its hard to deal with that when you can't get away from the mocking.
Last night she was angry because no one had gone to see nana in the hostel. Nana is depressed because she has no visitors. A depressed person shouldn't be allowing more depression into their lives which is why I haven't gone up to see her. I can't deal with that right now. Anyway, mum was saying how she would hate it if no one came to visit her, that we probably wouldn't and she would prefer a needle in her arm to kill herself than to sit around waiting for a phone call. Its just emotional blackmail, is all. But it works, let me tell you.
Oh well. At least I have my health (physical, anyway) and my friends. And karate. The highlight of my life.
Do you have any escapes besides karate? Reading, shows, crafts, socializing?
Besides work and gym? Not really. But karate is enough. Couldn't live without it.
I would love to find something that took up more time, but mum hates me being away. I need to stay home to be yelled at lol.
What I do is lie about when I am working. If I finish at 2pm I tell her I finish at 4pm and go to class straight after so as to spend the whole day away.
After this weekend, only 2 more trips to Michigan. The last couple of years have been exciting to say the least. I forgot what this state looked like without snow LOL. It's off to college with her this fall .
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I would love to find something that took up more time, but mum hates me being away. I need to stay home to be yelled at lol.
What I do is lie about when I am working. If I finish at 2pm I tell her I finish at 4pm and go to class straight after so as to spend the whole day away.
What if you up and developed a life? Like volunteer work at the humane society. When you're home, can you just lock yourself in your room?
I still have flashbacks of my mother downstairs, screaming my name in a fit of rage, being afraid to go downstairs - and I was your age. So ... I know.
About to apply for a job at the local service station. Its only part time, but its a 24 hour store so if I can a night shift there, I'll be happy.