Your psychopathic delusions don’t mean that you don’t deserve a prompt execution if your claim is true.
If you in fact killed another innocent human being in cold blood, as you claim, then you are a rabid animal who should be put down so you don’t hurt anyone else.
This is the most important part
A study of maternal fetal medicine (MFM) doctors—specialists who manage pregnancies with fetal anomalies— found most agreed that termination of pregnancy due to a lethal fetal anomaly should be allowed in all circumstances (76%).
This means that most doctors agree that if you are about to give birth to a severe retard, late term abortion is the best option.