Remodeling Maidiac
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- #81
Get off the pity pot and own your life decisions.But ......Thanks guys I am a stubborn person, I hate asking for help, but tomorrow or Saturday I am going into detox at two different places, I have been drinking gallons of whiskey, my blood alcohol level must be off the charts
I just hate asking for help.
And you can't flame me because I don't give a fuck..
I lost my 93 year old dad just 4 weeks ago, I hurts, but then I remember the memories, good and bad with him. Some long forgotten memories comes out at a time like this to be cherished, it is all I have now of him, but I am at peace with him and with myself. Will have a memorial of him next spring.
I lost my 87 year old Mother 5 years ago, celebrated her life at the memorial a couple months later, have a nice mini movie of her life, something to hold onto for years to come.
It is part of life circle we all live in, the losses are always going to happen sooner or later. Go celebrate his life, respect him by living your life well in the days ahead, I am sure he would like that in his children.
Go take care of yourself, remember you are a living representation of his success as a father, don't think anything less of him or yourself as you recover and live well.
But.. ...
I tried, he died and the last thing he said to me you are written out of my will..
So to me it's like I never had any family at all, it was all a lie.
Old people get grumpy and do or say dumb shit.