Delta4Embassy
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Just out of curiosity.
Though born into Judaism, we weren't temple-going or overtly religious. I wound up going to friends' Protestant church services if I felt like going at all. But it wasn't until I was in the Navy that my faith really clicked on. Faced with the very really possibility of killing, or by way of support-role helping to kill other human beings I began asking myself some really tough questions. To their credit, the American military takes everybody aside at some point and has them think about this sort of thing. "Are you okay killing other poeple?" In effect. I wasn't. And I opted out. I simply couldn't rationalize killing people who, history has shown time and again after every war, eventually become our friends. If ever a true monster enemy came along, aliens from space who wanna kill us all like, then I'd be ok with killing them. But not my own species.
After the Navy I took a long look at my faith. Unfortunately, the more you read the Bible the harder it is to believe much of it. While I liked the NT portion, I couldn't help but notice Christianity co-opted Judaism to give itself the appearance of credibility and legitmacy. I always felt Christianity should have just been content with the NT, not pasting it onto a previously extant religion. Would have actually made sense if they'd done that. Tying itself to the Jewish Tanach though just makes thing clash and contradict each other.
I got big into my family's faith for a long time, Judaism. But try as I might, I could never fully say "I believe in God." There's just nothing there to believe in. I believe in...The Sun. Because I can feel it's warmth, see its' brightness, and whether I believe in it or not, if I stay out too long I'll get a sunburn. But there's nothing in religion with such compelling evidence, so while I love the idea of a caring deity, I don't ultimately believe in one. Wish I did, alas.