Silhouette
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Just in case your thrill returns I have an interesting aside to tell you about. Two elderly people I know of who lived shall we say less than moral lives, have submitted to delusions in their final days. Both, independent of each other, reported hallucinations. Those hallucinations were of demonic type drug/sex orgies happening either in their room or another room close by when they woke up and went to inspect "where all the noise was coming from". Their description wasn't titillating at all. It was frightening, as if they were standing on the edge of an abyss...watching...Right now my number one "itch" towards using again is for the thrill with a bunch of hot chicks having a drug hazed orgy. That wouldn't be possible in a country like Portugal where all the addicts sit quietly in a doctor's office waiting to get high.
True story. My friends and I who knew both elderly people were amazed at the details that so closely matched each other in their description of the scenes they would witness. It makes you wonder...