He wanted to do it and AFAIK hasn't addressed what he said. Hasn't told us what he was thinking, if he changed his mind, when he changed his mind and why. You know, the sorts of things someone tells you when they own up to something they once did that they now think was wrong. Instead, he relies on his sycophants (you know who you are) to make excuses for him so he doesn't have to address anything he did.40 years ago?