Iceweasel
Diamond Member
My comment was a response to you saying my mind changed because of the world's influence. I didn't claim you had a defective brain, I said I used mine and reached my own conclusions.No, I didn't come into influence of the world, I used my brain. I did NOT want to leave the religion, I had friends and a lifestyle to go with it. I had to be honest with myself and ask why I believed what I did.I was a Christian for over 20 years (why do I feel like this is an AA meeting?) I'm clean and sober now.....
But I am the type that has to pop the hood and find how things work. I spent many years studying the history, times and culture. Things started adding up one way, the other not so much. When you are into a religion all facts must fit into your beliefs, even it it's to dismiss them as only God knows.
But as I gained rational thought it took more and more faith to believe what I did. Finally I couldn't muster enough. Even then it took a good three years before I could say I was no longer a Christian. Religion gets deeply embedded into your psyche.
That's because you came under the influence of the world.
I am Christian for the same reason you aren't...as I grew in knowledge, I came to the ever increasing realization that there is no other explanation except the one that is in the Bible...and even more important, I came to the realization that prayers are answered, fully, and God is true and Christ is salvation.
Because it says so wasn't a good enough answer. Then adding up all the difficulties made it impossible to stay the course. I was not raised as a Christian, was 30 yo before taking the plunge.
I put my brain right up there with anybody's. My parents were atheists.
Either Christianity is a faith or it isn't. You don't need faith if you have facts.