Lovebears65
Gold Member
I also agree on the counseling . I went last week and have another appt for next week ..it helped alot
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Im sorry your going through this. I know what it feels like sadly. It is sad to know I can not pick up the phone and talk to my brother if I wanted too. He was never on the internet so that never changed.I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
I suggest writing a goodbye letter to her.
Telling her exactly as you feel, a long letter preferably. It might take several settings to finish it.
After it is done, send it to her email address, or bury it in a nice box somewhere where you both went.
Or frame it and place it among any belongings you might have of hers.
Be open and honest, good or bad.
At the end of the letter, tell her what you are doing to make your own life better. How she still influences you, how she still matters.
I think this would be good for you.
Ropey is such a great poet and friend![]()
I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
I'm so sorry, drifter. My deepest condolences.I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
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In the whispering wind,
You can look for your sis.
With the birds in bluest sky,
No doubt as lost as you and I.
Although they squawk along,
They continue to wander on.
In this time, I'm not so sure,
How the eagle could know.
To set a course more true,
And bring this comfort to you.
She wanders on in a bird's song,
Maybe hoping that someday.
her friends will sing along,
But your sadness is ok.
Your song is still long,
So you wander on...
...but not alone.
I have good days and bad days.
Even though we lived in different states we used to go online together and sometimes troll
We had a lot of fun over the years.
The hardest part is trying to understand why she committed suicide.
I still don't understand why. She felt grief over our dad dying in jan 2013 and our cousin in oct 2012 but I don't know why she did this, my heart hurts.
RIP 6-10-2013
I miss my father
I miss him so bad
fuck everything else
I miss him with all my heart
like you savages will understand what I mean
'
whatever
I miss my father
I miss him so bad
fuck everything else
I miss him with all my heart
like you savages will understand what I mean
'
whatever
Yeah, it's a horrible pain.
I miss my father
I miss him so bad
fuck everything else
I miss him with all my heart
like you savages will understand what I mean
'
whatever
Yeah, it's a horrible pain.
it's more than that...it cuts to the bone....he was the best in this world...the most intelligent.the funniest...the most handsome...he should not be gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's not fair...I need him so much![]()