"We see"? Right.We see the risen Christ in Revelation bearing several titles of God. Last I checked, God is not fond of people taking His titles for themselves.
I heard that God could get a little testy too! Thats why you are in the dire predicament that you are in. The more you seem to proceed towards the reward of a glorious paradise, eternal life in heaven, (after you die), derp, in your unrestrained imagination by spreading lies about Jesus the more you recede from heaven, eternal life, peace, and sanity, in reality here and now on earth.
You have your reward already! Death and Hades.
Some talking serpent beguiled you into defying God so you've lost your mind. Thems the breaks!
If you were blind you would not be guilty of sin but because you say, "We see" your guilt remains