I assume that there was a time in your life when you were not so stiff-necked in opposition to God.Why today? As opposed to every day? Maybe you should ask yourself to see if your brain works.
How is that relevant? You're going to bow before Him, are you going to do it while you still have a choice or wait until you don't?Every time Jesus healed someone he said "stand up and walk", not "bow down before me." True?
When will you stop groveling on your knees like a worm, get out of your deathbed, stand up and walk like a man, a living being who reflects the image and likeness of a Holy (separate) God?
I walk with the Holy Spirit every day.
Yeshua is Lord. Humble yourself and proclaim it.