LittleNipper
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There is a great push today to sow one's oats to prove one's manhood. Among girls it is to have a man at her shoulder. The painful thing is when the male is rejected or laughed at, or the girl is used and rejected. This only compounds the problem. Had the young man studied and waited until he was out of school and working and mature the wiring is less likely to get screwed up. The boy thinks he is a Poindexter, or a knothead or not masculine enough. The same goes for the lady who is reinforced with feeling of being ugly, too skinny or fat. Oddly enough, the US government is spending money to find out why Lesbians tend to be obese (how to waste taxpayer money without even trying). If she is hurt in love she will dodge such encounters and seek after someone who is sympathetic to her plight and she will find her with ease. She will seek to be mothered and be told what to do or dominate and instruct and direct... Had the girl only waited for Mister Right, and focused on character and honesty her wiring would not be messed up. I can honestly say that most geeks bloom later and blossom longer than their drug snorting, drinking, smoking, sexually active peers...I don't know about that. I don't think being gay is any kind of deformity or something not working right. it just how people are wired for preference. just like you look at a member of the opposite sex and have feelings you can't control, a gay person has those same feelings with people of the same sex. its all a matter of attraction. its not like a gay person is just hooking up with any person because they happen to be gay too. there has to be the personal and physical attraction just like with a heterosexual person.
i'm not sure what any of this has to do with being gay or not, but if you are trying to say being rejected makes you gay, i'm totally not buying that. hell I've been rejected a ton and it never influenced my sexual preference. everyone gets rejected.
I would say that everyone faces the problems of growing up differently. However, being made fun of, being called "awkward," feeling lonely, not having a solid moral upbringing, feeling rejected by God or that God doesn't matter/exist, feeling pressure to sexually perform, loathing one's self, and then being told to do whatever you wish ---- is not going to help Little Johnny mature as he might under better circumstances. And in your case you may not be gay but you carry other burdens --- everyone has a cross to bare. It just may not be as obvious to everyone ---- including yourself...