What do you mean if I took the time to formulate an image of god on a more rational foundation I would have connected? What the fuck does that even mean? Is it a fact I would have connected? Or is it possible I could have tried what you are suggesting and not connected?
I love it when theists think we didn't do it right. We don't believe because somehow we are doing something wrong. Our hearts need to be purified first or cleansed for it to work.
You didn't get it wrong, you got it right.There is no such thing as a three in one god that became human being.
What I meant is that if you took the three minutes necessary to conclude that God never was and never will become a human being you might have directed your prayers to a being that actually fits the definition of God, the God that actually exists, insuring a reply.
Like I said, if you wanted to call someone and kept dialing the wrong number they couldn't answer even if they wanted to.
If you wanted to meet me in a busy public place and I told you that I would be by the fountain wearing a white rose on my lapel but along the way you ran into someone who told you that I really wear a red rose and a cape and hang out by a statue, you would never find me, speak to me, or hear me speak to you, if you set aside what you already know to be the truth and put your faith in a lie....
But about a decade or two ago I realized all religions were corrupt and lies and I developed a personal relationship with god. I said, "god I don't mean to offend you but those religions are just lies so I'm just going to follow you" and I carried on having a personal relationship with thin air.
Perhaps you can give me the right number?
And I don't like your analogy. You are equating yourself to god. You say, "if I told you to meet me in a place and you'd be wearing a red rose".
Sorry but God never told me he was wearing a red rose. The only reason I may think a god exists is because people made that up. People BELIEVE there must be a creator. That's it. It never visited and there is no proof of its existence. So except for the organized religions lies, there has never been a visit from this god I don't care how much you think you talk to it.