It is almost 8pm and I still have not eaten a darn thing yet. Neither has MrG. The Dreaded Day has arrived. We got our 60 day notice to move. After 12 years...and stressing over this for almost 6 months...the D Day was today when I went to pay the rent.
I am overwhelmed, to say the least. And scared shitless. Almost 30 years of living in this area...it's over. Finished. Oh sure...me making light of it that we will live in the van and MrGs truck will be our storage all sounded like "meh. we can do this. No biggie". Until I started pulling down framed art, precious things I have had for upteen years, going thru my clothes so they are the basic minimums, MrG going thru his precious tools and choosing which he wants versus which he needs, my lounge chair that was Gracies to be sold, the wingback chair I have been dragging around with me for 35 years, my bed, my little things I dearly love...all going to a final yard sale then curbside as freebies and all that we own crammed in to his truck and he and I sleeping in my van with our two fur children. No kind dentist that will do what needs done and take payments because he has known us for years. No vet that will take care of Karma or Moki and take payments because we have been clients for years. No recliner to watch tv and soon..no internet for netflix.
60 days is not a long time. Hell, I have been hunting for almost 6 months now and still have not found anything we can afford. Unless we want to live in skid row. So 60 days is an eye blink. In 9 days, I get the cataract surgery. In 25 days, I go see the dermatologist to make sure the freezing of the pre cancerous things on my arms are healing. In 60 days..no roof. No shower. No tub. No kitchen. No address for mail. Just a 65 year old woman and a 70 year old man and a 12 year old rat terrier and a 11 year old yellow lab...living in a van being shooed off by police or sheriff to "move along".
I knew this day would come. But I prayed it wouldn't happen. It did.
I am overwhelmed, to say the least. And scared shitless. Almost 30 years of living in this area...it's over. Finished. Oh sure...me making light of it that we will live in the van and MrGs truck will be our storage all sounded like "meh. we can do this. No biggie". Until I started pulling down framed art, precious things I have had for upteen years, going thru my clothes so they are the basic minimums, MrG going thru his precious tools and choosing which he wants versus which he needs, my lounge chair that was Gracies to be sold, the wingback chair I have been dragging around with me for 35 years, my bed, my little things I dearly love...all going to a final yard sale then curbside as freebies and all that we own crammed in to his truck and he and I sleeping in my van with our two fur children. No kind dentist that will do what needs done and take payments because he has known us for years. No vet that will take care of Karma or Moki and take payments because we have been clients for years. No recliner to watch tv and soon..no internet for netflix.
60 days is not a long time. Hell, I have been hunting for almost 6 months now and still have not found anything we can afford. Unless we want to live in skid row. So 60 days is an eye blink. In 9 days, I get the cataract surgery. In 25 days, I go see the dermatologist to make sure the freezing of the pre cancerous things on my arms are healing. In 60 days..no roof. No shower. No tub. No kitchen. No address for mail. Just a 65 year old woman and a 70 year old man and a 12 year old rat terrier and a 11 year old yellow lab...living in a van being shooed off by police or sheriff to "move along".
I knew this day would come. But I prayed it wouldn't happen. It did.