The first step in making the turn is to find something to be thankful for. When I look back on my hardships now, I see that they were blessings in disguise. The Lord works in mysterious ways.I admit that most of my problems with God is that he has not seen fit to make my life easy. I have had lifetime health problems, which has caused me lifetime financial difficulties, and because of my financial difficulties, my wife of 27 years has left me. To be a faithful Catholic, I cannot remarry, so I must spend the rest of my life alone. It's a harsh situation, but that's what God has fit to give me. I'm bummed, and it's difficult to work up the enthusiasm to praise God for his blessings when I feel he's given me more than my share of curses.