Then you are satisfying your needs.I'm not worried about you silly. lol... You claimed to have faith in God. I just showed you the many ways your words and deeds prove that isn't even slightly true.Worry about yourself.If you had faith in God you would do as God commands and would prefer death than to willingly seek spiritual life from some thing that was made by human hands, is not God and cannot see, hear, speak, or walk, and has no life to give.I have faith in G-d.Of course your faith is being tested. Do you have faith in the malicious lies of the enemies of Jesus or do you have faith that Jesus was not insane.You post that a lot like you think it means something but it doesn’t mean what you have rationalized it to be. You have to read everything to make an informed opinion.
The fact that I am having to defend my faith against 4 different people at once tells me my faith is being tested.
You see, even in first century Judea just like now all around the world anyone who went around or goes around claiming to be God was and is certifiably insane.