presonorek
Gold Member
if it's any consolation, I wouldn't have accepted the interpretations you were taught either.
I'm sure it was much easier to accept the interpretations you created to make yourself more comfortable. If not, whose interpretations did you accept? Wait. Did God Himself tell you?
If so, there is another consolation. I would have accepted the same interpretations as you if God Himself told me. There is not a consolation if you accepted your own interpretations to be more emotionally comfortable. That's childish. I am curious where you obtained your interpretations but I have this feeling you have a breezewood type belief system that you made up for yourself. There is a possibility that God needs you more than He needs me and he picked you out for your amazing skill or specialized personality to fit His purposes that I do not possess. It is just like any company hiring employees. They pick a few but ignore the billions of other people on the planet. You should be excited that you have been given such a big opportunity. I would be.
However, I'm guessing this isn't what happened. Just let me know what theological writing or Biblical interpretation connected you with the big fellow. If it is just an imaginary being that you created because you had some kind of intense emotional experience or hard time in life then I am not all that curious. I hear those stories all the time. I mean, it is good to know yourself but it doesn't suffice as inspiration to take the same path as those people. I mean if God gave that experience to them then He will give it to me if He sees fit. So I am free to enjoy their stories and go on about my life the best way I can figure it out.
Once upon a time you mentioned that believing in God is beneficial for putting someone in a state of humility that opens up lots of opportunities. It is your best explanation so far but life does a pretty good job of humiliating me anyways. Maybe God figures I have been humiliated enough and don't need Him to seek me out to embarrass me or to destroy my spirit.
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