It's obvious that you are. Why else would you be doing this? You're unhappy. These aren't the behaviors of a person who is at peace with themselves. It should be self evident that people who are looking for fights are looking for fights to vent their anger and frustration.Only in your donkey-ding brain am I suffering through life, more than you. You're projecting yourself on me, that's your problem. Go see a psychiatrist.
What you intend for evil, God is using for good.