Why don't you tell us why your life is a mess? Maybe there is help for you.In the way anger and self-hate has ruined your life. Let go of your anger and self-hate.Actually, your self-hate is destructive and retrograde. Let go of your hate and insecurity.I will happily accept that I've made the conscious effort to avoid whatever cult you are shilling for.
Really? From the time of childhood, all on your own? Not buying that one, someone of importance in your life has filled you with bitterness and hate towards that which you don't know or understand.
It's destructive now? In what way exactly?
Oh, and now my life is ruined too. lol You really can't make anything up as horrifying and sad as this is.
What is 'ruined' about my life, Hollie? You know, since you seem to know so much about it?