james bond
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On the one hand, you obviously want a church that feeds your spiritual needs; on the other hand, you want to avoid what CS Lewis said about "church shopping":
I quit my former church because of the way the pastor treated me. It involved a lot of work for a newcomer as I was given one of the most difficult fund-raising jobs. Still, I did the best I could and for two years. I didn't think the church was run well and it was always short of money. One time, it was burglarized of costly tools and heavy equipment. What I didn't like was feeling second class as a newcomer. What ended up happening was the pastor saying to read Matthew because I wanted to know about marriage, being divorced at the time. It wasn't discussed that much and an outside person would come in to explain. It was controversial due to gay marriage before the law was changed in 2015. Eventually, I realized the church would not marry me a second time because I was divorced. Why couldn't the pastor just explain since she knew I was divorced? Instead of telling me to read Matthew and I had to find out for myself. It felt like a wasted three years. I found out if I had gotten married again before I learned of Matthew, i.e. what Jesus said, then I would've been accepted as a regular married person. I left the church and never looked back. I think the church policy has changed due to the law changing. Even the Catholic Church changed so that divorced people can receive communion.
During this time, I tried the Buddhist church for a couple of years and it was an interesting experience. It gave me someplace to go on Sundays and a sense of helping the community. However, I knew it would not last as I believed in God. A few months ago, I found a church in my neighborhood that seems right for me. I feel the Holy Spirit guided me there. It's a bigger church, so there isn't a feeling of togetherness like that of a smaller church. Yet, it focuses on working with the community, too. It's really nice because it's within walking distance in the neighborhood. There are many different churches today, so it may be harder to find what you are looking for. Good luck in your search and my prayers to you being successful in finding a church that's right for you.